Hey frnz will u tell me dt does he loves me or not plssss.?

i m madly in love vd him....i always stand beside him where evr n whn evr he needs mah help either financially or mentally i rly love him m just crazzy bout him when evr he ask me dt hey i need money i arrange it at any cost weather it is 5000 or 8000 but i nvr say no n today whn i told him to pay my 350 rupees he said i dnt hv money u arrange it by ur self...ehy whn he needs i arrange it frm any whr den y dint he tried.he says dat u r my frnd 4ever he knws dt i love him we have done physical relatn also den wat was dt the nyt we spent together frnds dsnt do dt...i allowed him bcoz i love him but y did he do i told him dt i love u but yet he hv not told me dt....he knws dt i m not gonna leave him n i cnt stay vd out him i care a lot for him but dsnt get same.sum tyms he care n sometime i m disappointed...help me wat is dis....1 more thing he is very shy n dsnt like all dis typ of stuffs n i m the first gal who is so close to him but jab hum physically ho gaye hai to y dont he accept if not publicly atlst muje to i love u bole